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Ok while I hate the ending of the last Pirate film, I adore the music.  So beautiful, check out clips of it here: http://www.soundtrack.net .  Such an amazing score.  I love the last two "One Day" and "Drink up Me Hearties", so hauntingly beautiful, Rusty I wish we were still in orchestra so we could play it.  There is this one violin solo that appears throughout the songs and I am in love with it.  And because I am a total nerd I cliped the file and took out the solo so I can listen to it when I want.  Here it is below if you want to listen and fall in love with it as well.  I have made a clip of the extended violin solo that I just love, enjoy it:

http://s65.photobucket.com/albums/h204/BillionDollarPrn/More/?action=view&current=MVI_1100.flv

Current Mood:
enthralled enthralled
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POTC can suck me, I swear they have destroyed what otherwise would have been a great film.  This picture explains it all:
http://img466.imageshack.us/img466/6764/uhohjo8.jpg  my worst fear come to life.  FUCK THE SCREENWRITERS WHAT THE FUCK WHERE THEY THINKING!!!  They better do that fucking scene well thats all I have to say, I need emotion and crying, not something half assed.  Worst ending ever, I'm sorry I just can except that.  Those two character have been fucked over since DMC and now this.  That's what you get when you let money mean more to you then the quality of your film.  I'm so pissed off its not even funny.  Stupid movie.
Current Mood:
pissed off pissed off
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So I did my first dental procedure  today, I was so scared.  We had to fix this woman's bite because some of her teeth were higher in the back, so they needed to be drilled down.  It just felt so surreal to put on the OR scrubs, the gloves, the mask and actually work in someone elses mouth.  I was so nervous but the woman was really really sweet so it wasn't so bad.  Granted this wasn't a huge procedure but it was so cool was it got going.  Yeah it was a pain in the ass to balance 3 tools in your hand (a mirror, suction , and the bite plates).  I actually dropped a bite plate and it hit the poor woman in the cheek (I didn't hurt her, I kind of just poked her with it).  OMG those bite plates were such a pain in the ass, because you have to keep switching the bite paper (you can only use it 3 times tops on the person before it wears out), so I would have to turn around rip out the old paper and shove in the new ones, then put this stuff on it so it slides across the teeth.  Such a hassle, we used so much paper, tons of it.  Towards the end I managed to get a process going of switching the papers quickly, so that was good I cut time out there.  In the end we got all her teeth even and her bite was normal, so it was a successful procedure!!  I was so nervous the whole time, but it was fun.

Now I have to start work on my ethics paper, lol.  I just cannot figure out what the hell I want to say.  The thing is on the use of animals in medical research and you have to have to write your stance for or against it.  I'm having such issues writing a thesis because I'm not totally for it nor am I totally against it.  I just can't figure out a way to say it.  It's due Monday and I know I'm not going to get anything done today, Keri is having an end of semester party tonight so all I want to do is go over to her house and get total drunk because I need a night out and this semester has been a total bitch and I need to just get drunk.  I'm going to spend all of tomorrow writing it, and I'm going to be so stressed.

Oh I've actually managed to write a small little fanfic in response to a drabble challenge on ff.net.  The topic was "Victoria's Secret", and we know how much I love that store and its slutty outfits, so I just couldn't resist.  But that is the topic to be posted on Sunday so you'll have to wait till tomorrow for the link.   Its really short, stupid, and suggestive.  But I love it.
Current Mood:
stressed stressed
Current Music:
Rolling Stones
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Today is the one year anniversary of Rent 10 aka the best day of my life!!!   Got to see the OBC perform the whole show live onstage!!  What I would give to be sitting second row at that show again with Jesse L Martin singing right in front of me.  At least I have video of the full show and can watch it whenever I want.  That day rocked!!!!  Today just sucks, lol.  I'm writing a presentation for my COR class, then later is some stupid Honor's convocation were we have to wear those stupid caps and gowns.  I finally graduate from the Honor's Program!!  Done with that bullshit.  Anyway happy one year anniversary of Rent 10!!


 Best Night Ever!!!  I'll never forget the eye sex or the "OMG, he's singing to me" moments.

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I feel so overwhelmed and confused right now, and I don't know why.  School has been such hell this semester, I'm so not getting on the dean's list again.  Fucking honors class screwing me over.  I kind of just want to sit down and cry (I'm not one to cry), this semester just blows.  I'm not having fun at all, I wish I had went away to school so at least I was surounded by people my age.  Sitting at home just isn't cutting it, but its to fucking late to change now.  Eh I just want my friends to come home so I can hang with them. 
I have so much junk to do, and my professors just suck.  I have to go to some stupid ass, COR thing on friday morning, my fucking day off.  Then next week  is that stupid honors presentation, which I don't want to go to cause they are gonna fuck up my last name.  I hate it!!!  I fucking hate when people mess up my last name, yes it is a tough German name, but then fucking ask me how to say it right. I get so embrassed going up there when my name is said wrong, I fucking hate it.  I know I'm fucking ranting but I just have to get all this shit out!  Lets see what else sucks?  My personal life, or lack their of. But its my own damn fault I don't go out to clubs or anything. Then all the guys that do like me are fucking pricks.  I'm done.  Is it May yet, so my friends can be home and school is fucking over.
Current Mood:
annoyed annoyed
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My favorite Phantom scene "The final liar" with Howard McGillin, enjoy it because it rocks:

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Love how I have managed to schmooze my way into the hearts of all the history professors at Molloy, lol.   Now if only they offered the classes I needed this fall.  I'm taking 3 classes I need then two just for the hell of it.  Ok taking two random classes on Medieval Europe and the French Revolution will be cool (if enough people sign up so the class is held).  But I need to take the classes on the Caribbean and WWII!!  Why aren't those offered!!!!????  Then I have to take a Political Science course this summer cause there is no class offered in the fall.  If not then I have to pray they have it in the spring and it doesn't collide with my education classes.  I feel like I'm going to be at this school forever!!  The worst is my prof or Latin America is this total ass hole, great just what I want, and its a night class too.  But hey I'm at school all day Monday and Wednesday, for 2 hours Tuesday and Thursday, then off again on Friday.  School can so bite me, lol.  Well at least I'll be taking courses in my major and not Theology or something.

  In other news I so saw Phantom again on Tuesday and it rocked!!!!  Howard McGillin (man in the photo) is my hero.  I love this man!!  I know it sounds creepy cause he's 54, but I kind of don't give a damn.  His voice is orgasmic (yea I said it Rusty), and sexy (yea I said that too).  To die for, I'd sing Point of No Return with him anyday.

Ok I'm looking for someone who wants to see Xanadu with me, new musical coming to broadway starring my favorite girl Kerry Butler (above).  I know the musical will probably suck just like the movie, but I kind of just want to see Kerry and tell her that she is my broadway idol (that doesn't sound too much like a crazy fan girl).  No really that girl is an amazing performer and I've been a huge fan since I saw her in Hairspray.  I just want to see her in this before it most likely closes by the end of the summer.  Then hopefully she can be free to do Cry Baby, cause she would rock that.
Current Mood:
sick sick
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Oh I love being hit on at the Dentist office, by the Dentist.  Did I meantion that be looks like Orlando Bloom?  I swear I get all the hot doctors,lol.  I got the ENT that looks like Brad Pitt, the Dentist that looks like Orlando, all I need is the GYN that looks like Gerard Butler and I'm set. 
Anyway I was at the Dentist getting my retainer fixed, and getting a new one made for my bottom teeth.  I so stopped wearing mine like 3 years ago and my teeth have moved and crossed, not pretty.  So children listen to your dentist when they tell you to wear your retainer, lol.  So after he cut my top retainer he goes to put it in my mouth, but its dripping with water so some of it gets onto my chest (cause me being the tramp I am has to wear a low cut top).  He goes "Oh I'm sorry, It's just a little water, it's like a wet t-shirt contest those are fun.  You like those right?"  I'm laughing but thinking to myself "was I just sexually harassed by the dentist, or is it only sexual harrassment if I work for him?".  Then I said to him "Well I didn't plan on doing it here."  He goes "Oh you don't want to do it in the dentist office, ok fine.  You know it is Spring Break though".  I think thats it but no.  After I got the mold taken, I was wiping the plaster (or whatever the hell it is) off my face, and I think I got it all.  But nooo, sexy Dr. Bloom comes back in and goes "Oh you missed some right here on your chin" then leans in to wipe it off.   Oh whenever he would leave the room I would open my phone and use the back as a mirror to fix my makeup, but he would walk right back in whenever I was in the middle of fixing my eyeliner, and it happened like 3 times.  So he's probably thinking I'm making myself hot for him.  Crazyness I'm telling you, crazyness.
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Wooo finally finished my sexy drawing for my Pirate collection!  I'm just so glad I got Will to look like Orlando, cause Orlando is a pain in the butt to draw.  Anyway after turning my hand totally black from shading it is completed!!  So check it out, enjoy, and leave some feedback!!!

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Just got back from my first day of work.  I get paid 10 bucks an hour, so I was there for 4, but since I did such a "good job" (filling out insurance papers) I made an extra 10!!!!!  So 50 bucks baby for 4 hours of work!!!  

In other news I finally finished that damn Orlando AWE drawing, ok it looks nothing like Orlando but I really don't care cause the body is hot. I did that peck all for Rusty, and the button is positioned in a certain place for her amusement.  Basically after seeing Kingdom of Heaven and him shirtless and buff, the only thing she could remember from the film was that Orlando’s nipple points out to the side nothing else just that.  So its all displayed in that photo for Rusty.  You can find the link below if you wanna check it out.
http://i65.photobucket.com/albums/h204/BillionDollarPrn/More/IMG_1041.jpg

I started a new drawing, a very sexual one.  It's nothing pornographic, you don't see anything.  Its kind of just two faces in the heat of the moment as it were.  Of course it's POTC related and I think I actually managed to get the actors down this time, so go me!!
Current Mood:
impressed I got $
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